~Okinawa77

Damn straight I live with my eyes closed. Cause to me living with your eyes open is like knowing the exact velocity of food going down your throat.[and even if you did know the velocity, its not like you could tell anyone, you'd throw up] Living with my eyes closed is an adventure, I don't where I'm going, or when I'll get there, but one day I'll be there.

Don't get mad, it ruins the fun. Life can be great, or it can be bad, don't ruin it by becoming mad.

Who the hell are you to tell me I'm the freak, just look at yourself.

Yes indeed, I am an optimist, my friends might become annoyed with me as I optimise about certain situations, but they'll appriciate it later!!

Don't copy someone, thats not you. Be your own person.
If you copy people, you are a follower not a leader. I try to lead far more than I follow, I don't care who follows me but if it becomes too much I might flip out. At times I'd rather be more of a one-man-band if you will.

Hola people!! Whats going on with you?! I just got out of school. It's summer, wooohooo!! lol! This summer won't be as exciting as my 2 previous summers. I'm not leaving the USA, sadly!!!! D= I'm just going to Florida for a week. Nithing too sepcial!!

In my little clique I am the mediator, the nuetral one. My life is much different than it seems to my friends. To them it must seem flawless and happy. Like I haven't a care in the world. I envy so much children who's lives are like that. What my friends don't know is that my little world is slowly crashing to the ground. They would never guess that, they would never know, they probably won't ever know. I stay content and cheerful on the outside, if I didn't i would have a constant mob of people asking what was wrong. I truely am the most mature of my friends. I understand things that I shouldn't. And do not take that in the wrong way. That is not what I am talking about. I am most deffinatly a leader, I couldn't follow someone if I wanted to. But as the leader I am very practical. I am not content in the country I'm in. I'm antsy and fidgety, I need to leave soon. The only thing keeping me here is my friends. When I have the money I am leaving. Even if no one comes with me. Even if none of my curent friends come visit me. I will be fine. I often wonder about people I used to know and be friends with. Then I remember that , I may not ever figure it our, but there is a reason why the people from your past don't make it to your future. I always find it easier to confide in people I don't relly know that well rather than people I've known forever.My really good friends know me as my hyper, happy, peppy, content self. not as my actual self. Seems backwards doesn't it. But normality just isn't my style. Anything normal I frown towards. Isn't it amazing how life works. I try my best to not take things for granted. As soon as I start to the lord changes things. I swear he's just trying to keep me on the right path. My mind works in strange ways. If I make fun of you thats means my life would be really hard to deal with without you. If i don't you are much to sensitive. My teases are child like and playful. I don't, at least, try to actually hurt you. If I have, I am truely sorry. I frequently call my friends just to talk. But a call isn't that I want to talk, I want to be in your presence. If any of what I have menchend sounds familair, or is similar to you. Leave a comment. I love reading people actual comments, not stuff like 'thanks for the fav' Everybodys profiles are filled with those. I get enough and want some substance to the comment not just pointless words that I read far too often.

Then i heard kids laughing and talking.
Now i hear silence.
Then i saw the most amaziong sights i have ever witnessed.
Now i see the familiar sights that are the town i reside in.
Then the food i ate was new and exotic.
Now the food i eat is plain and boring.
Then i could do about anything i wanted.
Now i am confined in my domicile.
Then i traveled by coach, plane, or my feet.
Now i travel by car or my feet.

Hi!!!! I haven't updated my journal in a while...! School is almost out, we have like 3 or 4 more weeks, idk, I'm not counting like some people I know. LOL! I have the worst social studies teacher EVER! O my gosh!!!! She hit Victor, this kid in my class, in teh head with a DOOR!!! He could sue her!!!! He should, but i doubt he will. The oast few months haven't been horrible, not great either, well except the fact that my good friend died... I know it sounds stupid, and over-said but it seriously does put things in perspective, like; what if that had been me? What if I'm next? But otherwise not a very thrilling few months, my friend and i are planning a bubble party, in other words a party celebrating teh existance of bubbles!!! it should be fun. Uhhg I have to go, BYE!


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Kelsey